David found strength in the Lord his God (1 Samuel 30:6). It is precisely this that we fail to do when we crumble under the strains of life. We fail to find strength in the Lord our God. We return to Psalm 27, with the victory David eventually enjoyed in 1 Samuel 30 still imprinted upon our minds. Even in a situation like this, David considered his God, his Light, his Salvation, his Stronghold. As he saw the awesome, seething power of His God, he rested in the confidence that God is completely capable of preserving him in that situation. He found strength in his God because he knew his God. Who could fear anything if this God is filled with kind intentions toward you and has immeasurable power and resources to carry them out? Even confronted with evil men who wanted to stone him, he was confident that as they raised stones in their hands above their heads, God was able to cause them to twist an ankle and fall down helpless in pain. Their weakness before God was actually quite ludicrous to him.
Even if an entire army came against him, he didn’t know what God would do, but he was confident that the outcome would be the very best outcome, down to the smallest detail, because his great and fearful God protected him with a jealous eye. Nothing could possibly go wrong, even in the most explosive situation where split-second timing is critical.
It is with this that I come to verse 4. While many have suggested times at which David may have written this Psalm, the timing is not critical. We have seen that he had already armed himself with this mindset before he even became king. He was able to refine his thought to the point where he could identify exactly what it is about God that so drew out his (David’s) adoring trust. It was not the fact that God lives forever that completely overwhelmed David, even though that was an immense comfort to him. It was not that God is armed with incomparable power, even though that thrilled him. It was not that God knew everything, even though that gave him humble confidence. There was something deeper and greater; something more arresting and alluring about God that captured David’s mind, heart and devotion as he considered his God.
There was one thing he desired. There was one thing he asked the LORD for. There was one thing he desired to do with all of his time. He desired to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD. The picture those words paint is one of arresting beauty; the ability to see the epitome of beauty in such a way that it completely consumes the person arrested thereby. Gazing upon the beauty of the LORD, David longs to seek Him. He wants to come closer to the LORD. He wants a more intimate relationship with Him. He wants to know Him and be satisfied in Him. David has come to beauty without limit, beauty that is hinted at by the beauty we know, but in a sense, without comparison. This one thing has so captured him as a whole person that he cannot escape the alluring power of the beauty of God. In the language of Psalm 45, David is enthralled with the beauty of God. Regardless of what this God requires him to endure, it is completely worth it as an expression of devotion. He is consumed.